The world is a bitch. The world does not want me to be happy. The moment I taste that sweetness of happiness, it is ripped from my hands like candy from a baby. Why bother being happy if it is just going to be ripped away from you. Why bother. Why bother even fucking trying. What on earth have I done to deserve this? I was a good child. I never got in trouble. I don't drink. I dont do drugs. I dont out and shoot people. A good child and still I am tested every step of the fucking way. Then you get those kids who are born with a silver spoon in their mouth. They get anything and everything without a single baracade. They don't need to fight for anything. It's bullshit. It's all bull shit. Wonder why I am cynical sarcastic nasty bitch? The question has clearly been answered for you. Fuck off.